breakthrough

gravity

"I'd been mistaken that first night when I thought his presence robbed me of breath. It was the opposite. My lungs were so inundated with air, I was overwhelmed by the intense capacity I now had for breathing. It was no longer involuntary, but a distinct task to accomodate the amount of oxygen that flooded into me. It was dizzying as though all my life I'd actually been deprived of an adequate amount and now suddenly, I was feeling true inspiration for the first time. It would take some getting used to for my poor, underdeveloped lungs...

...As I sat there, I felt the miles between us unraveling like a spool of thread. Soon, it would be at its end and this distinct line would just rest there, taught and suspended between us as a perpetual reminder of the distance and what was on the other end."




I'm tired of not being able to breathe.

I'm tired of the thread stretching and pulling more and more.

Come and end my misery.

Now.

something more

i miss you here
though you've never been here
i lack you
as though i ever had you
and when you're gone
a piece of me is missing
a piece of me
that has never been
and i am wishing
that we were
together
as though that could ever be
as though we were already
something more...

run

you're scared of nothing
except the spiders in your mind
you're always wanting
but your desire's are undefined
and you're never
gonna be all that i need
but i think you know this,
yea, i think you know this...

so, run, run
who needs closure?
i can just get over
you on my own
and i could be the one
if you would let me touch your heart
but i'm not faster than the fears
that gave you your head start
so run, run, run

if you want me
you could take me
just don't say 'maybe,'
cuz it hurts more...
than 'no.'

run, run,
who needs closure?
i can just get over
you on my own
and i could be the one
if you would let me touch your heart
but i'm not faster than the fears
that gave you your head start
so, run, run, run
run, run, run
run, run, run
what're you waiting for?

i know you want to
you knew you'd do it in the end
i knew you'd do it in the end
i've just been waiting for you to do
what you do best
run, run, run...

leeds

"God bless that smile on your face

God bless the seeds in the ground

God bless my family's keen gaze,


oh, i know that whatever happens to you,


whatever happens to me,


i hope that i'll fall asleep


knowing that you'll always be


the story with no ending..."

(Lyrics courtesy of Passion Pit:)